Man, I hate it when I get blindsided like that. I was enjoying some tv online, looking at a few blogs and then bam... reminder of what once was. We as humans have this free will that God gave us, but are we using it correctly? Not more than 30 minutes ago, I was so excited for what was to come, things have been looking up for me. Then I read about disappointments from others of what could have been for me and it's like a brick wall.
No way am I over it, but I thought I wouldn't be hit so hard now. Makes the idea of free will kind of hard to swallow. With making my own choices comes heart ache and sadness. Would this have come if my decisions were fully in Christ? Maybe.
But don't count me out yet. Still got alot to offer this world before my time is up (unless the boss decides otherwise).
Here is a little something I found:
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Hope I've figured out how to leave a comment. Yep, free will is a tough one sometimes. God gives us our free will in hopes that we will use it to go in the direction that He is leading. You are doing just that, it seems, so don't let others' observations of your life or what might have been get you down again.
MOM
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